School is ending in a couple weeks! I dont know if to be excited or nervous....or BOTH! Hmmm...well, I'm trying to make some plans for the next few months and I really need to find a university in Kansas City if I want to move there next May (2011). If I find a few that I like, I will go and visit them to see how the schools are and compare them.
I also need to find a job, like NOW. So I can raise money to go to Kansas City and help my family while they pay for my school and living.
This woman who attends Burning Man [Ministries] on Saturday nights came up to me last week and told me that God had really put me on her heart and that she had been thinking about me the whole week. So she said, "I know you have been trying to go to Kansas City but are struggling and I just got this new job where I will be making more money than I need...so I want to help pay for your school/ time in Kansas City." I was like jusidnbceufbhebicebc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOMEEEE!! So even if the amount is small I know that's one step closer to stepping into my calling. :D glory to Jesus.
I'm excited for my future because I know that only IN CHRIST can I find true security. :)
Monday, April 19, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
So this is the New Year... :]
Man, I haven't been on this blog in forever because I thought I had forgotten my password...but I knew it the whole time, LAME.
Just to update this blog and who ever reads it, let me share with you what adventures and possible future endeavors that I have or will experience.
Well, to start off, I finished my semester at UTB not really all that pleased with my grades but it was also my first OFFICIAL college semester...so I lost my music scholarship for the Spring semester but I still have a God who is faithful to provide in every situation.
After Christmas, I went up to Kansas City, MO to attend OneThing '09 (which I mentioned in the previous blog), It was truly more than I could imagine. Just seeing all the snow was enough to feel in awe of Jesus...but it did not stop there!
At the conference, I learned, received, and soaked up so much! From the worship to the teachings...I was just stirred up with faith and MARKED by the love of my Father. One night, this random woman came up to me and asked if I was needing prayer or healing. I told her I needed healing for my big toe because I had sprained it badly back in October and it never had time to heal correctly. So she started praying for it, I decided to surrender religion and unbelief...and just wholeheartedly agreed with the healing that was happening. I ended up getting about 90% healed that night. The last night of the conference (New Year's Eve) was beyond incredible! Lou Engle (leader of TheCall) gave us a sacred charge to work toward justice especially when it came to the lives of unborn babies. The rest of the night was filled with incredible worship. I brought in the new year celebrating Jesus, His grace, and love with 20,000 other people who were also at Bartle Hall.
For the next two weeks, the craziness continued. I fell in love with just being at the prayer room. I wanted to spend everyday there and not leave because the atmosphere was so tangible with God's goodness. And of course I could not forget the amazing Student Awakening services held Wednesday-Saturday. After a few days of simply being in the presence of God, I noticed that my toe was 100% healed! No pain at all and I could finally move it completely (running, jumping, dancing, etc) Praise Jesus and his powerful love that heals us. I got a very large amount of deliverance from a Spirit of Rejection at the meetings....just feeling the love of my Papa. I couldn't let something like that hinder His love. He just broke through like no ones business! :D
There are also stories where God used me, in one case, I was praying for this woman because the Holy Spirit was touching her. I felt led to put my hand on the center of her back, a while after I did that she turned to me and said, "The place you have your hand in the exact place that I got injured in a car accident a couple weeks ago and now I feel a burning heat coming through your hand." We believed the Lord was healing her injury and He kept healing her throughout the night.
One of the greatest blessings the Lord gave me when I was there was on this day where I was in the prayer room enjoying His presence but all of a sudden started coughing a lot (I was sick the whole time I was up there because of the drastic weather change) But the coughing wouldn't stop and it eventually did when I ran to the restroom & drank some water. Anyway, it was the most random thing ever but I met a little old lady from Germany in the restroom. We made small talk for a couple minutes and then she said, "In the couple minutes we have talked, God has really given me a heart for you, can I pray for you?" I was like HECK YES! So as she started praying for me I felt the Spirit of God so present. She began prophesying over me, "You know you're called to be an evangelist. You're going to see signs and wonders in the nations! God is going to give you the spirit of boldness." Then as she went on I couldn't believe what I was hearing! It's like she knew every desire of my heart...the things she said had been spoken over me for years. I knew it was God because I had been praying for the Spirit of boldness and she kept declaring that over me. I just began to weep because the Omnipotent God who rules over the entire universe heard MY prayers! He knew me like no one else could know me...because some of the things she prayed I had never told ANYONE, just God.
God completely blew me away with what He had for me in KC. It was actually really sad leaving. I might do an internship there in July called Fire In The Night, if everything works out.
As I started this Spring semester, it's been pretty good. I think all my professors are nice and my classes don't seem too difficult. As for everything else, well God is taking care of it. :)
All I can say is, this is gonna be one heck of a year!
Just to update this blog and who ever reads it, let me share with you what adventures and possible future endeavors that I have or will experience.
Well, to start off, I finished my semester at UTB not really all that pleased with my grades but it was also my first OFFICIAL college semester...so I lost my music scholarship for the Spring semester but I still have a God who is faithful to provide in every situation.
After Christmas, I went up to Kansas City, MO to attend OneThing '09 (which I mentioned in the previous blog), It was truly more than I could imagine. Just seeing all the snow was enough to feel in awe of Jesus...but it did not stop there!
At the conference, I learned, received, and soaked up so much! From the worship to the teachings...I was just stirred up with faith and MARKED by the love of my Father. One night, this random woman came up to me and asked if I was needing prayer or healing. I told her I needed healing for my big toe because I had sprained it badly back in October and it never had time to heal correctly. So she started praying for it, I decided to surrender religion and unbelief...and just wholeheartedly agreed with the healing that was happening. I ended up getting about 90% healed that night. The last night of the conference (New Year's Eve) was beyond incredible! Lou Engle (leader of TheCall) gave us a sacred charge to work toward justice especially when it came to the lives of unborn babies. The rest of the night was filled with incredible worship. I brought in the new year celebrating Jesus, His grace, and love with 20,000 other people who were also at Bartle Hall.
For the next two weeks, the craziness continued. I fell in love with just being at the prayer room. I wanted to spend everyday there and not leave because the atmosphere was so tangible with God's goodness. And of course I could not forget the amazing Student Awakening services held Wednesday-Saturday. After a few days of simply being in the presence of God, I noticed that my toe was 100% healed! No pain at all and I could finally move it completely (running, jumping, dancing, etc) Praise Jesus and his powerful love that heals us. I got a very large amount of deliverance from a Spirit of Rejection at the meetings....just feeling the love of my Papa. I couldn't let something like that hinder His love. He just broke through like no ones business! :D
There are also stories where God used me, in one case, I was praying for this woman because the Holy Spirit was touching her. I felt led to put my hand on the center of her back, a while after I did that she turned to me and said, "The place you have your hand in the exact place that I got injured in a car accident a couple weeks ago and now I feel a burning heat coming through your hand." We believed the Lord was healing her injury and He kept healing her throughout the night.
One of the greatest blessings the Lord gave me when I was there was on this day where I was in the prayer room enjoying His presence but all of a sudden started coughing a lot (I was sick the whole time I was up there because of the drastic weather change) But the coughing wouldn't stop and it eventually did when I ran to the restroom & drank some water. Anyway, it was the most random thing ever but I met a little old lady from Germany in the restroom. We made small talk for a couple minutes and then she said, "In the couple minutes we have talked, God has really given me a heart for you, can I pray for you?" I was like HECK YES! So as she started praying for me I felt the Spirit of God so present. She began prophesying over me, "You know you're called to be an evangelist. You're going to see signs and wonders in the nations! God is going to give you the spirit of boldness." Then as she went on I couldn't believe what I was hearing! It's like she knew every desire of my heart...the things she said had been spoken over me for years. I knew it was God because I had been praying for the Spirit of boldness and she kept declaring that over me. I just began to weep because the Omnipotent God who rules over the entire universe heard MY prayers! He knew me like no one else could know me...because some of the things she prayed I had never told ANYONE, just God.
God completely blew me away with what He had for me in KC. It was actually really sad leaving. I might do an internship there in July called Fire In The Night, if everything works out.
As I started this Spring semester, it's been pretty good. I think all my professors are nice and my classes don't seem too difficult. As for everything else, well God is taking care of it. :)
All I can say is, this is gonna be one heck of a year!
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