I've been having really strange dreams & my sleeping patterns have changed a lot in the past week or so..now I go to sleep & I usually can only get 3-4 hours max. at night.. :/ Then I'm no longer sleepy, but I usually get sleepy later n the day & end up taking a 2-3 hour nap.

But these dreams are really strange & I wish I knew why I've been having these dreams because all of them feel so real. I usually wake up in panic or anxiety when I have bad dreams. I haven't really had AMAZINGLY awesome dreams...they're just really strange & don't make sense. One dream I'll be in a country I've never even heard about..I've only heard the name Panama. Then the next dream I'll be getting attacked or I'm trying to escape from someone (usually a man) who is try to severely hurt me or kill me. I've been asking God why I'm having these dreams & if He would show me what in the world they mean because I am really puzzled.

I was watching this podcast of a conference going on in Redding, CA/ Bethel Church & this man named Steve Thompson from Morningstar Ministries came up & spoke. At the end of his message, he started praying for everyone in general watching or at the conference & he mentioned something about how the Lord wants us to have sweet sleep with no anxiety & other things but I felt the presence of God come strongly when I heard sweet sleep. The whole podcast was awesome ESPECIALLY the worship with Kim Walker, haha. When they mentioned Morningstar it reminded me that I've been wanting to go their for at least 2 years now. Maybe for worship school or something. :P

I'm looking at maybe going in September for a conference in North Carolina. We'll see. :]